Au contraire mon frere!!
I know
exactly what Ace is about and that's why YOU and I are having this conversation. No I don't have any clue as to what he has "allegedly attempted" to do to you on more than one occasion but that alone should prove to you that you need a new tactic because it seems as if you keep giving him more ammo for him (and now his crew) to make more "attempts' on you.
No need to convince me or anyone else. You know what is true to
you. That is all that should matter here.
In respect to everything else that you say, I'll give it to you because I don't know
all of the history between you and Ace but
I will disagree on what you have to say about Ray Tamarra*
Captain-Save-A-Ray pushes SeeLaH to the side and starts to talk to veteran J-Neu*
First of all, I don't think that Ray has anytime to "play favorites". This may have not been the case before I joined the crusade, but since I've been here, I've seen Ray post 2 or 3 times (if that much).
Second, if I never met Ray, I couldn't say any of these things but since I have, this is why I comment. Ray is a man, just like you or deka or RWC. He does what he does and does it well. Just like you, there are plenty people on here who "are not utilized" well, for whatever reason. Those other people aren't worried (anymore, if they ever were worried) and neither should you.
Third,
this is dude's website. He can do whatever he pleases and believe you me, he leaves most of this complex cinema we call thecrusade.net to our own devices (I heard that from the man's mouth). If the dude is in his upper thirties and the people that he trusts are in his upper thirties, who are you to judge that man and what he does and how he does it? ("and why are you so discriminatory against upper thirties people?", SeeLaH screams) If you don't like it, then go and create your own website/forum for mid twenties and under and be happy. But since you are on here and still are on here, that should not come out your mouth.
Now ...back to Ray Tamarra. OK...you never felt welcomed by him. So? There are a couple of people on here "I never felt welcome from." You don't see me himmering and hollaring about it cuz at the end of the day
they don't sign the checks that allow me to pay bills. They don't change me and they never will so why should I worry about them for? I'm sure that out there in the real world, Ray is too busy making moves to even THINK about J-Neu or anyone else on thecrusade.net that isn't going to help him in his quest to get more cheddar (which is the way that most of us think, whether we admit it or not).
Even if it were as simple as "Ray don't like you"...once again, who cares? You can't please everyone and not everyone is going to like you. So what? You're still going to be you, right? So how does
Ray equate to what you're going through with Ace? Because he is supposed to police this situation? That's what he has moderators for. If those moderators are playing favorites and you can't sway them...fuck them too.
If they're not in your corner by now, you can take that as a L and keep it moving.
"Don't cry. Dry. Your. Eye. Here comes your mother with those two little guys..." (sorry, that's the first thing that came to my head when I read that crying statement...)
It's cool to vent. That's what the beef section is for. But your "beef" with Ray should stay private and you should talk to him about it. This beef here with Ace...shit, y'all might as well make it a PPV event and shoot the 5 (that's how long most of these fights last anyway). Then you and Essoill can have a rapping/singing match on Showtime At The Apollo and let the people decide who's the best. Is that going to settle matters???
I'm assuming from this reply that you are still in your twenties. When are you going to learn that "two wrongs don't make it right...but it damn sure makes it even" doesn't always work? You need to start thinking out of the box, here.
I really hope that things come through for you because when it finally does, I hope you can look back at this and realize that you could have been at this spot a lot quicker if you took less time in what others feel, etc. and put more time into what you need to be doing.
That doesn't mean that you shouldn't post anymore, etc but BK should never get punked the way you do. You have good comebacks sometimes but it just seems like a waste of energy - for you, for Ace (maybe), but especially for the rest of us.
Just remember:
Karma is a motherfucker/ keep remembering that whenever anyone fucks with you and you should be a-ok.
Now stand up, wipe the tears away from all that "crying", and rep BK like you supposed to.
(just jokes.......................
..............sorta)
..
..and was treated to alotta funny style 
....except for you TarHeel 
...
...when backed into a corner.
